States of decline

 

Fotografia de Stéphane Juban

The room is dying honey and lemon rind. 

Soured light. My grandmother sits in her chair

sweetening into the blue velvet. Domestic 

declension is the window that never opens—

the paint peeling, dusting the sill, and inhaled. 

It is an american love she lives in,

my grandmother, rigored to televangelists 

and infomercials. Losing the use of her legs.

Needing to be turned like a mattress. 

No one is coming for her. The dog is

asleep in the yard, her husband, 

obedient to the grease and garlic

in the cast iron, salting her

death in the wind house.

Taylor Johnson